Stupid Monster

I met him last night
I saw his beautiful smile that I missed this 2 months
I had been trying to forget him
But it failed

I tried to pull my self from his things
But I can't
Every effort that I made,
It just made me love him more each day

I could control my self in front of him
But I lost my self when he disappeared

Wish that he knew what I've been dreaming of this long is only him
Wish that he knew how big my love for him but I can't tell it
Wish that he could read my mind and also I can read his mind

I'm good enough of pretending that you are nothing for me
But I can't keep on fool my self