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I'm such a bad  person.
I know that.
I'm such a bad friend and such a horrible daughter.

I'm messing everything around me.
I mock people. But somehow they just love with with all of their hearts.
And they always be there when I really need them most.

And when I start loving people, they make me down.
And now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders.

Somehow, I really want to fix all this mess.
I can't stand it anymore.
I need to tell people how I feel. I'm hurt.
I just wish they would all understand.

Get It Right

What have I done?
I wish I could run,
away from this ship going under
just trying to help out everyone else
now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

can I start again, with my fate shaken?
cause I can’t go back and endure this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
but if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

so I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
and accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
yeah, I’ll send down a wish and I’ll send up a prayer
and finally someone will see how much I care

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?