What Valentine Means for Me

Hi people! Long time no blogging. I'm here want to tell what valentine means for me.

Banyak orang yang bilang kalo valentine itu hari kasih sayang. Well, kebanyakan orang yang merayakan valentine bersama pasangannya masing-masing. Valentine identik dengan coklat, bunga, dan benda-benda yang kebanyakan berwarna pink.
Ada pengalaman menarik yang gue dapet pas valentine kemarin (14/02/2012). Waktu itu, gue sakit, dan mengakibatkan gue ga masuk sekolah. Pagi-pagi, pas gue bilang ke temen gue kalo gue sakit, temen gue ga percaya. Mereka malah ngira gue kesiangan. Sampe akhirnya, pas gue izin ke guru gue, mereka baru percaya. Siangnya, temen-temen gue nanya tentang tugas kita yang disuruh bikin drama. Akhirnya setelah dirembukin, kita sepakat mau buat drama beauty & the beast. Pas gue lagi bikin naskahnya, salah satu temen gue ga mau jadi beauty nya. Akhirnya gue nyari solusi ke temen gue yang satu kelompok juga sama gue. Dan yang bikin gue kesel adalah dia cuma bales bbm gue "dunno". Gue yang kesel, gondok berusaha untuk sabar aja. Gue ga terlalu mikirin tentag peran-perannya. Akhirnya, gue ngelanjutin bikin naskah dramanya. Ga lama kemuadian, sekitar jam setengah 3, ada yang ngetok-ngetok kamar gue. Gue kira itu adek gue, tapi pas gue buka pintu kamar gue, TADAAAA! Ternyata temen-temen gue dateng buat ngunjungin gue. Gue yang seneng banget dan terharu banget. Mereka rela-relain dateng ke rumah gue, abis pulang sekolah, cuma buat ngejenguk gue :')
Jadi, the point is, sebetulnya hari kasih sayang itu bisa di rayain kapan aja. Kalau kita memang sayang pada seseorang, kita akan merayakan rasa sayang dengan orang itu tidak dalam hari tertentu saja. Oh ya, dan menunjukan kalau kita sayang sama seseorang juga ga perlu dengan coklat atau bunga atau benda-benda yang mahal kok. Dengan menunjukan kalau rasa sayang kita tulus, pasti orang itu juga bahagia. So, let's spread the love, people!<3

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No title.

I'm not like other girls
I don't wear shorts or 10-centi heels
I don't need red lipstick just to kiss you
No I don't

You are kind of a bad boy
It's 3 a.m
You sent me those sweet messages
You showed me that you care
But now,
No, you don't.

Oh I'm such a fool
for falling for you
For blushing for every stupid messages
that you sent

You played me
Betrayed me
But I'm still ok
Still standing here like a steal

Oh, congrats boy
My heart is craving for you now
What you left is only stupid chat history
Stupid me for trusted you

Now I'm still check out your profile
Wondering you'd tweet me
But actually,
No you don't


You played me
Betrayed me
But I'm still ok
Still standing here like a steal


Oh, congrats boy
My heart is craving for you now
What you left is only stupid chat history
Stupid me for trusted you

I'm not like other girls
I don't wear shorts or 10 centis heels
And you know what????
I'm so much better!

You played me
Betrayed me
But I'm still ok
Still standing here like a steal


Oh, congrats boy
My heart is craving for you now
What you left is only stupid chat history
And, oh wait,
Stupid you for not keeping me right.

I trust you

I've been hurt many times
Tears just don't fall down
I walk in the dark
Just to find the sun

I am burried here
And no one knows
I tried to scream
They hear, but they don't listen

Oh baby, you found me here
You gave me light
to believe in myself
I am not alone
I have you here by my side
I trust you

When the sun goes down
I'm running through the forest
I'm too scared to tell what I need to tell
But you chase me
Tell me 'I will always be right here'

Oh baby, you found me here
You gave me light
to believe in myself
I am not alone
I have you here by my side

I trust you

And the night comes
I don't feel so afraid
Cause I know
I know
You will found me here
You gave me light
to believe in myself
I am not alone
I have you here by my side

I trust you
Oh baby, I trust you

No Title

I'm such a bad  person.
I know that.
I'm such a bad friend and such a horrible daughter.

I'm messing everything around me.
I mock people. But somehow they just love with with all of their hearts.
And they always be there when I really need them most.

And when I start loving people, they make me down.
And now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders.

Somehow, I really want to fix all this mess.
I can't stand it anymore.
I need to tell people how I feel. I'm hurt.
I just wish they would all understand.

Get It Right

What have I done?
I wish I could run,
away from this ship going under
just trying to help out everyone else
now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

can I start again, with my fate shaken?
cause I can’t go back and endure this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes,
but if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

so I throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
and accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
yeah, I’ll send down a wish and I’ll send up a prayer
and finally someone will see how much I care

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

:')

You said we're best friends forever. We are. But what 'forever' means if I only exist when you need me. Well, I don't care if you need me or not, but I need you so much. Yeah, like SO MUCH! And I miss 'the old you', the new one sucks. I just hope, wherever you are, whenever you are, you still care about me. Girl, you have to know: 1. You are the best friend ever that's rock my world; 2. I ♥ you. No matter what will happen; 3. Please don't change. I love you the way you are, but just don't forget me, okay?